The grass is...

Whenever things get tough I find the need to remind myself that I've always been ok. That no matter what is or has happened-I'm fine.(Or at least I WILL be)

Even having insight into things doesn't make them easier or less painful. That's the part that I have trouble with; the pain.

My first instinct is to run. To protect myself. Then I have to remind myself that in some cases-that didn't work.

I find myself wanting to elaborate, but know that some things don't need to be shared because sharing doesn't make them hurt any less. In fact sometimes it serves almost as a reminder that thing's aren't going the way I want them to. Then again I could say this is another one of those, "damn it-I'm not in charge" moments.

Were I a drinker I'd ask you pour me one and pull up a chair. Instead, I've decided I could be a nap person.

posted by Danna Saunders @ 1/09/2005 09:09:00 PM